First, let's be fair - her rates are very humane. I cannot say I wasted money, simply because I did not pay an outrageous fee.
I had an email reading with her today, because I read some positive comments in another thread. It was supposed to come yesterday, but it was sent today. My gut feeling is that it was done today
It says there that if I speak about it, it will not happen or something to that matter. It was not a fairy tale reading, so I better share (maybe I should share it twice just in case
).
So the guy is younger than me and that I shared with her. I also shared with her a few other small things, but not the whole story, of course. Her reading was built mostly around the the fact that we have age difference and therefore it will not work. She said when the sex thrill subsides, we would have nothing to say to each other and I will just pull away. Then that he was intense and I wouldn't like that (you think? LOL I am southern enough, I don't mind intense at all). She also said that he had feelings, but then a couple of paragraph below she said that he only wanted sex and nothing else and he will be the one to pull away and bring someone else into his life. The reading also leaned on the couple of small things I shared. I couldn't help but notice that these would be common things to say in general.
Now, by default, I was initially put off by the fact he was younger. After a while, however, I changed my mind. The parts I didn't share were that he has actively sought to establish a connection that is friend-based in addition to the chemistry and the attraction and slowly progressing to something physical. He just seems like that type of guy. I forgot about the age difference when I realized we have a lot of things in common and our personaliti
es are similar. We did have a hiccup, of course, and it took a while to reconnect because of certain events that happened.
She have markers, too. My markers are of the type I can see or hear pretty much right after I read the reading, and many times after that in the days, weeks, and months to come. Seeing (I guess) a hotdog would mean he is getting serous about interaction with me... Ahem... If I see a hotdog, I bet that will mean serious interaction, all right... (just saying)
Now, here I would like to say something about a marker or markers of my own. It took place before this reading. It was at the very beginning of this week. I had a rough day and I had another silent (not that long yet) period with him, but there have been things that I know are going on with his work and my work and I am not jumping to conclusions
. So that day, before I went to sleep I was sooooo literally craving to have all the answers and have stellar signs - something to put my mind at ease and make my heart feel lighter (it's that feeling that would make you feel compelled to call a psychic, or two... or three
because the second one would contradict the first one more or less and it makes the need to know and have things clear deeper). I was too tired though, even mentally. So I just wished, intensely (!) and from the bottom of my heart, to have some kind of sign, some kind of way for me to know, a clear something that is for me only to see that he cares about me and has feelings and that he is the right guy. Strange thing happened. I dreamed about him. It's all the dream I had that night (BTW, I don't often dream about him). Then, starting on the next morning, something involving my POI started happening that was no coincidence and was that sign I asked for. Whether it is because I asked or it was just due to happen, either way, I am very grateful
My reading only came today, and has nothing to do with the above signs.
