@1day I remember a few years ago I was asking AstroSarah about the guy in my life then and she kept telling me to let it go and that it wasn't something that would go anywhere. It didn't feel right when she said it to me either, yet here I am today and he's not in my life anymore.
I do have someone new in my life like she said I would and he's been here for about 2 years but, I find myself constantly pulling back from him due to my past experiences in relationships. She told me I'd find someone new, that it was a part of my blueprint but, I didn't FEEL it when she said it so I questioned it. I asked her about it when I met my new guy and she told me that just because I felt a connection my sister had known him for a long time that didn't mean that we had a solid connection, it meant that "I" had a connection to him, his connection wasn't much towards me. Makes sense today but, back then, I saw it differently.
I think we are supposed to question it. She's told me before that there are parts to her job that she really doesn't like and that's when she has to tell someone something that she knows is going to upset them. She always tells me to go through it anyways if I disagree, see it for myself first hand but, always remember that there is something positive afterwards, life does get better. I've learned to appreciate that.
I really hope everything works out for you, I've been where you are and it's not easy for me personally. I think all of us can connect to what each of us is going through in one way or another. I'm in an even weirder place today than I was years ago, now I'm the one pulling back all the time, I have one heck of a wall up in my life.
