Thanks Jen80 !
I really appreciate your words of encouragement! It's true, at some point in our lives we will look back at all of this, the unhappiness, the calls, the exes, and be totally ok.
It will have been steps in our growth and where we will be, will be much better.
I have been giving myself this little speech lately:"Trust that what is coming to you will be much better than what you had". Why should it not be?
Our exes drove us crazy in many ways - let someone else deal with them now! I had my time in the ex life, brought what I could, learned what I was meant to, now off to my new lesson.
Now I am open for someone who will care for me the right way. I deserve that!