I think Pokes was apologizing for asking me to post the transcript, not that she told Mattie about this..and no worries Pokes, not your fault.
@Njlady - Yes it is speculation, but not a wild one as it has happened several times in the forum before where a member went behind everyones back to tell the reader about the negative review...if my memory serves me right, one reader on Keen by the name of diarmuid even went so far as to post a long ass post here addressing negative reviewers blaming them for not being grateful of "psychics advice", while being defensive about the negative review without ever addressing the points in it.
Mattie could've googled herself, but i literally JUST posted the transcript...are you saying that she googles herself like everyday?