It's hard but it will get easier. I was in a similar boat 6 months ago, ex just didn't want to be with me and wanted friendship. I liked him so much I refused to be his friend and subsequently blocked him from my life. I was distraught, but my pride wouldn't allow me to beg or find a way to convince him to accept me.
I know the problem wasn't me, my ex is cautious about love and I wanted to step things up so he used it as an excuse to split. I thought about him ALLLLL the time, cried but also kept myself busy.
Keep yourself busy, do you have hobbies? If not tap into what you enjoy the most and focus on that? I work on my website which has helped me get to where I am now and going to the gym. throughout these 6 months I have had tons of reading, most of which are false hope but with time you simply start loose interest, the readings become less which is where I am.
My last reading was brilliant, wasn't false hope, positive not unrealistive but it made sense to me because she picked up on his personal habits and explained a few core problems with me and us. Right now I'm indifferent I don't have the urge to speak with a psychic because my feelings are changing and so are my priorities. Take my advice and focus on YOU! and let the rest happen