My heart is hurting so bad right now over a jerk. I literally have no one to talk about this to. I have been suffering. I dont want to call another psychic because i dont have the money..and i dont have anyone to talk to because im everyones some body. Everyone comes to me
With their problems and i mean everyone but no one checks up on me. Ive battled twice these past few months with thoughts of suicide because im in so much pain. It literally takes everything to get out of the bed most mornings. I know im dealing with severe depression and know i dont want to hurt myself ultimately but i just want the pain to stop. I fell like im in a room
Screaming and no ones listening.. no one can here me. I feel so alone.
I'm really sorry you are going through this. I'm the one in my family who as their act together; financially, emotionally, spiritually, etc. so everyone comes to me and when I need someone/something, forget it, so I know how you feel. Calling psychics won't help you with your issues. You need a therapist or other professional. You really aren't alone. People are here to talk to. My life is work/work out/go to sleep/work.... so I'm on here a lot when I don't have something booked.
I don't know how old you are, but believe me, you are going to meet a lot of jerks and there will come a day when you barely remember this one. One thing I learned really early is that if you treat yourself like you are made out gold you pick up right away on the men who aren't a good fit and cut them loose. You won't want someone who doesn't treat you right. It will be like wanting to spend an evening at home poking your eye out. You will not want to go there. It will save you sooo much heartache during your lifetime. You will recognize a good man when you find one, and while the odds are that you will get hurt once in a while, you will know that there are other good men out there and that you will find another one. It makes all the difference in the world. You won't feel so broken.
Suicide really isn't an answer. He's still going to be an asshole, but you can totally change your script. You can have a good life. Start thinking about what you really want. You can get it.
What questions are you trying to get answered that you are calling? If it's "is he coming back", you don't really want this guy. What is it you are really asking them?