I know it's hard and it sucks. I admit, at times i still have that crappy feeling inside when i'm all alone. My mind starts wondering off again and i try to push those thoughts away. Fake it till you make it right? With every ending comes a new beginning. I started looking at things differently and hey, if you really look at it, either you break up or they die right? One day they will all go and with that thought in mind, it was better to have had than to not at all and i cherished what we had together but there's a time when you need to accept that that chapter has written itself and it's done. BUT, that doesn't mean there might not be a continuation. That continuation itself however, may not be in your next chapter but might be a couple pages down ahead you'll never know.
LLL, i know it supper sucks and you tried to reach out but if you don't hear from him, that's plain rude and childish and he's not worth it. For me, i reached out and i got a response BUT it was all there is, a friendly response. Somehow it made me realize that that's all that was left of us. I have to accept that whether i like it or not. If mine comes back tomorrow and says he wants to get back together with me, I would tell him I need to think about it because i don't know if i want to open up myself to a person who once hurt me so deeply. I know you should think about that too. If he comes back after all the shit that's had happened and this moving in with another girl so easily, would you take him back like that?
