OMG you should really try to look for healing. Like Reiki or chakra clearing. Maybe you should start researching aura and chakras. It is our metaphysica l body, healing like that brings a great clarity of mind, acceptance, your thoughts aren't racing anymore, it's just peace. There is so much you can do for yourself.
I used my survey on Meredith, and basically wasted it, she picked up the main issue, but reading was way too general.