Hey guys!
I find this website, thread and everything so powerful and supportive. I love reading all of your updates, stories, etc. I just wanted to post a but of an update, and how proud I am of myself.
I want to say it's been 2 weeks since I've gotten a reading last. I feel like I haven't needed them, and a lot has been happening at the rate I want it to/worked for in regards to my relationship. I've had urges to call to catch up with my readers, but I stopped myself realizing I have no questions to ask, so why waste my money?
However, last night was tough. My boyfriend has issues, as we all do, but more so in controlling his emotions. He had a bit of a moment where he got super angry and stormed out of our apartment without an explanation. I suffer with intense anxiety, and he was not answering my calls or texts... so I was freaking out. I was like, are we over? Is he going to come back? What do I do?
In the past, whenever ANYTHING would happen between us, like if he said something stupid, or I didn't understand what he was trying to tell me, to also being paranoid about him being with other women (he never was), I would immediately call or chat with a psychic. I almost gave in last night and called someone, but I had to sit down and realize how strong my relationship is, and how we've gone through hell and back to let a silly little blow up ruin us.
So, I didn't call, I didn't chat... I worked it out on my own. Honestly, I feel so proud of myself.
I hope you all have a beautiful weekend... take care!
