I agree! I think I would have moved on in January if I hadn't started calling psychics.. because then the wait for March, May, June, thing started.. but I would like to believe that God is on my side and made this guy move to a different state so I have no choice but to move on, and it's a little bit easier- our of sight, out of mind. I have no regrets though. I have given my best in last 2.5 years, have tried everything, and if someone up there and that guy himself don't want us together, then I am the minority and the only thing I can do is let go.. it's so painful still, but I feel a lot better now, not hopeful yet, but accepting of situation. Moving on in itself is so tough, it's like someone is taking away the hope and the piece of that person you had.
This shall too pass is my mantra nowadays. It's a little tough when you are 30, you have not felt so strong about anyone else in past as about this one person who you can not be with, and then you have all these people around you settling down, having kids..whereas I am sitting here, not sure what to do, when and if I will ever have a family or loved and be in love..it's the heartbreak plus fear of future and loneliness and disappointing your loved ones.