Boredom, hope, reassurance, self esteem boost, habit, addiction?
I'm hoping to have a relationship where I will have NO need to call psychic. That's my wish. If I need to call a psychic because of a man and having to find out his feelings, thoughts, intentions etc, then that man doesn't deserve me! That's what I'm working towards.
I notice when I don't call for a while and focus on my life, I do much better. Then, I call, really for no specific reason or a need to, kind of just to check in and then I start all over again, worrying, stressing, obsession which leads to more calling. I seriously am SOOOOO much better when I DON'T call and just trust God, the universe and my own instinct.