So sorry to read about your story Lashes. It IS brutal and yes I feel like you do....you cant win. Like you I do try and keep myself occupied. Thank heavens I have a busy job and two kids to take care of when I get home...but still this whole situation keeps creeping up on me all the time. There has not passed one day without me thinking about this and stressing over this.
Rachel knocked it out of the parc! This is how I know: I called her sounding VERY upbeat and happy on purpose because I dont want readers to feed off of my emotions. So I asked her: soooo what do you see coming up for me and my love interest? She just asked his name, paused, and said: wow, this man is angry, confused, conflicted and depressed. He is telling me he feels trapped. He is saying: this needs to end this needs to end but how? THAT ALONE BLEW ME AWAY! Then she said, I dont know his situation so I dont know yet what he is talking about, but wait, wait.....ok so there's a third party. He is still in relationship right? This woman is pulling on him. She is dependant on him. He feels like he cant break loose. Is she sick?
She continued giving out predictions and gave some advice on how to deal with things. Oh...and I forgot: she told me contact in 10 days! Came on the 9th day. Also said: whatever he tells you when he contacts you, my guides want to urge you to just let it go, let it go! Things WILL get better.
WOW! He was basically pretty detached sounding when he contacted me and completely closed off on how he was and how things were. Basically lying to me and never even asked how I was doing. I was about to get pissed off with him and then remembered Rachels words to just let it go, so I did.
I am in her queue for another reading now for updates.
My Dutch psychic does speak English. You can contact her through facebook. She stopped reading for a while due to personal circumstances, but she might be available again for new clients. Just search for Jo medium (she's in the Netherlands). She is reeeaaaally slow though, but what she says is gold! She's also cheap though. I pay about 25-30 dollars (20 euro) for and hour! MAybe she can do an email reading for you. She's amazing with reading pictures too.
Sending you love as well Lashes! I really hope your dream comes true with this man.