Well it sounds like Darcy was wrong bc you guys are not back together and the negativity she predicted to me sounds like a guess....
Anyways try to keep yourself busy, staying on the computer talking about Elvin will def just keep you in a sad obsessive state...try to enjoy the warm weather...and I agree...go out and enjoy the pool...that is super refreshing..try to do something refreshing for yourself at least once a day since you have free time now...being busy def keeps things away from your mind for a bit.