I never thought this could happen but their is this new guy that I am talking to and his name is Jason he is real sweet, we talked last night and we have been talking today. He is very kind and I am really starting to like him, he helps take my mind off Elvin a bit which is a good thing for me
I need to feel special and he is making me feel special
I know that in order for things to ever work out with Elvin and me I need to focus on myself. Honestly I cant hold onto Elvin even though I will love him and we are SMs hes got to make his decision as well and he is being a jerk and I cant take it!!
