I know what you guys are saying...he is the type that will not show emotions in front of others. When he missed me a lot, he never actually TELL me, it's always in txt because he can't express himself fully unless it's in tx or when he's tipsy/drunk. That's when all the 'truth' comes out and he remembers it too the next day but he once said he's more 'bold' when he's tipsy.
I will try guys, live happy, be happy. Life goes on. I'm greiving for the lost of my bf and bestfriend through college. Our group of friends were in the same class ALL 3 years, we ate together, study together....the longest we were a part was during Xmas holidays from school so this is heartbreaking. I was planning my birthday dinner last night on fb and it kills me that i can't even invite him. Last year (before we went out), him and my close friends surprised me on my birthday. I invited them out for dinner and EVERYONE said they were busy
He told me he's got a date with a ladyfriend which broke my heart because i had a huge crush on him then. But when my friend (who i thought was the only one to spend bday dinner with me) brought me to the greek restaurant, there they were, ALL OF THEM. Later on when we started going out, during one drunken night...he spilled infront of me and my friend that there WAS no ladyfriend and that he wouldn't miss my bday for anything. So i'm kinda bumed out at the moment............piling myself work after work at work lol....just so i can get him off my mind but it's hard. I miss my best friend....
I know what you mean CJ, for you it's like if you don't see the change in them, you'll just fight over the same stuff again so for that to work, SOMETHING has to change.