I honestly don't know what to believe anymore or if i should continue on believing. Maybe if i mourn him like he's dead that would have been better lol. Sucky thing is i will see him in mid June for graduation but i will be surrounded by my favorite people so i just need to act and be civil about it. As for predictions.....i don't know anymore. It's just funny how they all say i will marry this person blah blah blah when i called them up asking about the relationship between us. When we broke up, everyone then say he will be back. Dawn was the only one who picked up on energy moving away from me and so did Alison. Although Alison is sometimes wrong like contacts and stuff, when she reads energy i really think she got it right. Like he energy is pulling away or what he is going through and stuff. So, if the beginning of June is truly how things will unfold, I guess i shall be a believer. If not, well then i will be posting MY testimonials on this forum on all the readers i read with just so i can help other lost lambs out there for the future.
How are London's predictions guys? Has she been right for you? I got one thing from her right which was the scholarship but other than that, still waiting...-_-
Cocoa
Cocoa I can tell you're really hurting. Believe me I know exactly how you feel. And nothing is going to get you out of this until you totally hit rock bottom with this guy. I tried to give myself a cut-off date when I would just write him off. It didn't work because I kept moving my date. So many things happened that should have just made me realise he wasn't right for me but finally what did it was the fact that he got someone pregnant. She's 50, not well at all and has 6 other grown kids. She's broke and I don't think can support another kid. He's almost 46, not healthy and does NOT want to be responsible for another child. He will support it but that baby did not ask to be born into that kind of situation. How could he do that? That just unthinkable to me. And surprisingly THAT'S what did it for me.
You just haven't yet found your thing that's going to snap you out of it. I hope that you do. Maybe June will be your deciding point. Who knows.
I just want you to realise that yes, they sound confident when they tell you stuff. Yes some things happen but I think that's just the law of averages quite frankly. I think it's counter-productive to wait for something or someone the way we all have here. If he does come back great, but if you move on with your life you know what? By the time he comes back you may not even want him anymore because you will have seen how much better you are without him. A whole happy, content person.
Now one thing that did happen was predicted by a guy named Drake It was about a month before my granmother died and he said I was going to get a car. I was like yea whatever. I can't afford one (CP took all my money lol). He said someone would give me a car. I laughed louder. I didn't know anyone who would just give me a car. Well it turns out my grandmother left me a brand new car and I heard that on the day she died. It happened as he said but wish the circumstances were different.
Do you think you would be able to go a month without a reading? Put your notes away? You don't have to date but do something fun and new? I know I hate it when people said that to me, but it really does work
I think that once you take that first step in "mourning him" like you said, it's the first step to someone so wonderful you won't even believe how much time you wasted on this guy. A real grown-up relationship with no games. How awesome would that be? I know it's not easy to let go of someone you love but as positivethoughts said, the time will pass. Don't rush yourself but DO make a move forward. And away from the readings. You don't have to stop, but take a break maybe? I still get them sometimes and I have a very good reader in the US and also one in my home country who I see once a year when I visit. But the true indicator for me as to how a relationship is going is whether I feel the need to have a psychic reading or not. I have them when I feel desperate and unsure of things. That's never a good indicator of a healthy relationship, is it? When I'm happy and in a good place I don't feel the need to have readings. When a man makes you crazy enough to spend so much money on psychics, it's just not right in my opinion.
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