So after seeing my ex last for whatever reason he seems distant.I got back home last week Sunday , he didnt text me to see if I got home safe.On Monday, I snapchatted him a picture and he replied.Tuesday and Wednesday nothing.Thursday I texted him saying so you were going to go the whole week without talking to me and he said I could say the same.I reminded him that i reached out to him on Monday he said oh yeah he forgot anyway he asked me how I felt after seeing him.I was honest and expressed that I was confused and scared because I was not sure if I want to put my heart on the line again and Im scared to get hurt.I wrote a two page text and all he said was I c I c.
like really! I asked him if he had anything to say and he said that he knows what to say but doesnt know how to say it in the right way I told him to just say it and it doesnt matter if it sounds right.Pretty much that whole day I was trying to get him to express himself and he kept saying he doesnt know how to explain and would ignore my text .So, I gave up. I have not heard from him in almost three days.Ig he does not reach out today it will be three days.Im honestly going to tell him that we just need to move on because his lack of effort is really not making this situation or helping me feel secure about sticking with him.I am honestly so hurt by his actions.I spoke to Keisha last week and she said that he loves me but we will not be in a relationship and she metioned distance .She probably is describing the way he is being distant right now.Lila Q said he loves and we will be together and that he has things that he is struggling with he wantsz to work through and he is also trying to establish himself financially and is having problems at home. Looking at this situation right now I feel frustrated because Im giving it all I got.I drove five hours to see this man spent money on gas,toll, and hotel and I get nothing.I just want to give up.