Agreed completely! To me a lot of things are fate, only a small fraction destiny. Honestly, I don't think there is that much "free will". I think in the end your free will can change some things slightly and that there are certain paths of destiny to deal with the fate but overall major things in your life are predestined and there isn't much to control. I think the way a person reacts to a situation has to do with free will (destiny) but the actual event itself is fate.
So Kareena I think your outlook is in jive with mine. As far as I am concerned this legal issue in my career is the most important thing that has ever happened in my career and one of the top issues that have ever happened in my life period. It is fate, not destiny and as far as I am concerned such a pinnacle should be so significant that the outcome can be foretold.
In the end I know, you should always prepare for the worst so I am doing that, it doesn't matter whether a psychic is right or wrong about it you should always prepare for the worst. But, like I said something that is this much of a pinnacle in my life I would certainly think the outcome could be foreseen.
Now, I also believe that psychics are only allowed to see what God allows to be seen. So at the same time I understand if an answer on the outcome isn't clear as day but there should be an indication which a psychic can say looks one way (winning) or another way (losing). I also think longer term predictions may be more difficult to predict than short term ones, like what will happen in a couple days.
Of course, I am still holding out hope that Ricky is right, talking to him I have to say I felt most of a connection with just because I think he knew. For instance, he knew the case has been going on a long time, it has like 5 years of my life. I told him in a sentence or two the basic important topics of the case, he understood. I did feel comfortable talking to him and, as embarrassing as it was did cry for a second or two. I really can't believe this is the way my life is unfolding.
Some of the things he said were weird and didn't make sense to me at the time, but now that this case has reached it's almost ending finale some of what he said now makes sense. Mind you I spoke to him about around the end of March. The problem is that the ultimate prediction of "acceptance" he didn't predict until 9/2011. At this juncture, unless this court does something between now and a week and a half, the case will be denied or accepted in about 2 weeks.
Being fair, it is possible at this juncture that this court will require the other side to file some paperwork. If that happens, highly unlikely, it could push the case out further and if accepted by this court it probably wouldn't happen until 9/2011. Limbo really sucks.
You know, I have to admit this case is like a crutch to me. I want it over, but then I don't. I can't understand why.
So now I am trying to adopt the attitude that at least if it is not accepted, HIGHLY LIKELY, and I will hear about the denial in about 2 weeks I can finally get this crap out of my life, period and deal with the b.s. aftermath. Oh well.
But one more thing, thanks everyone for letting me talk about this because it is helping me tremendously, Ricky did tell me something that is very weird. I don't want to up and announce this one thing he said, but at the time he said it I had been thinking a little bit about this possibility. It wasn't really a possibility at the time, but more like if this court of last resort accepts the case it could result in this one thing happening. This was the bad part of the prediction, but it wasn't that bad for ME. But now that the paperwork has been filed this one thing he said could most certainly turn out to be true if he is right. The case started to take this sort of turn in the past month or so that he ultimately predicted, which would be acceptance but leave someone else screwed. The way the case is set up this is a VERY STRONG possibility. But then again, the decisions of the lower courts has somewhat played out like this already. See, that is why I don't know how much I can count on the ultimate prediction.
Calling another psychic won't help this now, I have to wait it out. I know, being honest with myself, is that I don't know how objective I can be about these predictions now. I want it to turn out well, the way Ricky said. Well actually if I had my way, the bad part of what he said I wish wouldn't happen. But I would be happy and ecstatic if it did turn out the way he said.
Funny, a couple years ago I had a dream that I did "win" the case. Now I feel like I can't trust anything and not even myself. That is dangerous.
But life goes on and you just have to keep on truckin.
