I have to say, I'm glad to have found this forum though, talking with you guys helps
I'm really glad for this too, and I wish I had found it a lot sooner. I'm not sure how I missed it since I am searching the net for reviews on psychics. To think I have been at this since around 2007-8, I can't believe how much time has gone by and I'm still searching for answers.
My ex is still on medication as far as I know. I know his medication changed a few weeks before we split up and I felt like that might have had something to do with it. When we broke up it was like he went through a 180 degree personality change. One day he was still talking to me and then the next he would have nothing to do with me. He totally shut me out and refused to talk to me anymore. I found out this is fairly common for bipolar people in relationships and they will even do it in a way that gaslights the partner they left behind. This is what happened to me, I thought something was horribly wrong because he changed so suddenly, but no one else took me seriously. Then I found out he was talking about me behind my back, acting really cool about the whole thing and telling people I was stalking him.
This really messed with my mind because one day he literally told me that he loved me and I meant the world to him. Then the next day, he was angry and belligerent and told me to never contact him again. Then for months people kept telling me all the nasty things he was saying about me...I mean, people who knew him, but NOT the psychics I was talking to. No one warned me how far he was going and when I found out it was even more devastating than the actual break up.
It felt that much worse because these readers had already built me up about how much he cared about me and missed me. This happened before I found Judi. By the time I found her I had become so disillusioned and confused I thought maybe the entire relationship was one-sided or that I might have imagined the whole thing. So she did help me begin to get past that. I've seen some signs that confirm what she and several other readers have told me about his true feelings. I just don't know if he will ever be able to act on it, or talk to me again, much less have a relationship.