Thanks everyone!! I had to take Tylenol PM @ 1:30AM last night because I couldn't fall asleep.
Healer - because this is an open forum and anyone can read it, I'm not comfortable putting down all of the details but trust me, it is impressive.
I told him I didn't understand why he did X,Y,Z was it to keep me "distant" and he said - yes, you are very paranoid. LOL
So, now I sit and wait. It could be weeks before I hear from him again. He made it VERY clear that he is going to focus on other areas of his life right now (that doesn't include me) for the reasons he gave me. But that he stopped dating in November and isn't going to start up again. I said - ok and was very chipper. He said he'll be in-touch soon. According to my psychic guru, it shouldn't be too long.