This is small but I want to give this one to Yona. She (nor anyone else) predicted this huge fight/rift between my ex and I. I should have known something was up when she mentioned that I could have other men, gap in communication, etc.
Anywho, Yona mentioned that I will have men around me who are interested, sadly no one of importance or who would blow my ex out of the water, but there would be men. She then stated though she saw nothing going anywhere because my confidence is shot and I’m in a healing process and I don’t want to mess that up.
I tried online dating for a couple of weeks, then I was done. I deleted the apps. If I meet someone at work, through a friend, etc that’s one thing. But I’m not ready. My mind and my heart are still confused and healing. My confidence is zero. I feel unworthy and unattractive. I mean I feel like shit.
BUT at the same time I feel like I’m healing and growing just like Yona predicted I would. Sometimes her predictions are subtle, sometimes they hit you like a ton of bricks. But she was right, I need time alone to heal. And Cookie is 100% when she says I need to let go. I can let go and be alone