So in my top up, Yona also said this:
Tower, set back, December, maybe into January, not to worry about this, can’t avoid it, fast moving, doesn’t cast a long shadow, it’s turned around quite quickly, negative to positive, this set back is a catalyst, things start picking up speed, ace of cups, strong romantic emotions we’ve also got flirtations approaches made toward you, you will identify what this is,
but it says however I interpret it, you’ll think of something different and not recognize it when it happens but it says you’ll update me when it happensHowever, I highly doubt I would go out of my way to let her know this......... it’s not who I am and she didn’t answer my follow up questions so I can’t me reaching out to say “oh this actually happened”... lol
Honestly after the top up, I’m left more confused than before and disappointed...
She talks about me seeing him in a few weeks but I’m making the decision not to answer him when he’s home for ten days. Every time he comes home, he wants to hook up, and I’m not feeling used. Yes he’s in love with me but how fair is it to me to feel taken advantage of? ... I just feel like ignoring him when he’s here for Christmas time. He said that’s the last time he’d be home... I think he may have exaggerated but at this point, I don’t see me seeing him when he’s home and I don’t see the other things Yona talked about either such as
“On track in the new year, I know he has brown eyes but so do billions of others, giving me knight of pentacles, which is the card I wrote down before... and the fact he’s quite private, but it’s something I have to check on the second layout
It’s face to face as well, cause it shows you spending time in each others company, getting on, this doesn’t feel this interim...
It also shows you negotiating, and by that, it’s not negotiating a relationship, it’s if we do this together, than you pay half, I pay half, it’s that sort of thing, it’s a practical arrangement, you drive there and I’ll drive back, talks about friendly, practical, negotiation component, that goes fine, it’s got a different feel to it, the cards are picking up that you’re on track, on the right track”The negotiating part is definitely something that’s been a part of our relationship, but at this point, I just don’t see anything happening because I’m sick of waiting around. I’m mentally and emotionally exhausted. Ugh. Especially if the tower occurs... why would I even want to answer him? I’m annoyed.