Thought this posted but I guess it didn't - the odd part was, she emailed me (outside of her "email hours") to ask if I was okay, and that's what I replied to. So I thought she was making an exception or maybe she just answers new emails at that time? IDK.
Anywho, I replied to her and said I do accept responsibility for my side and didn't want the refund (she said she wasn't going to argue with me and said she refunded it minus her costs) but would like to do maybe a half price reschedule or something to that effect since I do understand her side as well.
We'll see what she says, if she hasn't black listed me. Sigh!