Hello guys, hope everyone is safe and doing well. I had an updated reading with Yona. In April, I cut POI off after a month of silence and having a reading with Kiesha. I felt like Kiesha gave me my thoughts or things that I was thinning and made it feel like facts. What she was saying was honest, and of course it hurt. She gave it to me straight no chaser she said I would leave POI behind and outgrow him. From the start Yona predicted POI and every single aspect, now I will say things that dont happen the way I imagined it. She predicted POI going quite but she never said how it will make me feel or why he would go quiet.
Anyway, I sent POI a text stating that I feel we are on two different pages and this is no longer working for me and I wished him luck. I have not heard from him.
Also, due to the virus my governor has cut state budgets which effects my job since I work for the state. Since there is the budget cuts there is a hiring freeze meaning no new new people can be hired and no one can be promoted. I have given the promotion aspect a while pretty much a year and half to happen and I am over it. I also feel like I work with a lot of unprofessional people. Just two weeks ago, I called one of my group homes to do a status check and the staff who picked up said " You psychologists are not coming in anymore you ar e just calling to talk to individuals?" I expressed to the staff that were are trying to limit the amount of traffic in the homes to prevent more exposure. The staff then proceeded to say" well we are still coming in and they are still getting exposed". I told her if she has an issue to take it up with higher ups. It's things like that gets on my nerves. People cursing at their supervisor or arguing with each other. I never expected a government job to just be so full of shit. So, not only do I want out because I should be making way more but I also want out because I hate the way things are organized and the unprofessionalism that is going on.
My reading with Yona today didn't tell me much and I was underwhelmed. Yona said she sees contact with POI and I am surprised because I used my freewill and cut things off not once but twice and the second time I didn't really have much regrets and the fact that POI didn't respond so made things feel final but Yona says otherwise. WhichI guess can say that her predictions does take into account freewill.
She also said that I have a star and that I will get a breakthrough regarding work in the next 6 weeks but that she is bad with timing. For a while Yona has been saying that I will get a new role where I am managing people and doing team leading and it will be before the summer and I will interview with a conceited man.
I did have an interview last week for a team leader position but it was with a female and it also paying way less than what I make now. So, it can't be that.
Yona also said that she sees me traveling she has also been saying this for years. I did travel last year twice but those weren't the traveling that she predicted. She has been talking about me traveling with friends and a lot of planning happens. My friends and I were scheduled to go to a festival this July. The festival is canceled but we were deciding if we should still go and it seems like that is not happening. She said that she still sees me traveling and it will just most likely be delayed.
Anyway, Yona offered me a refund or free top up. She expressed that she felt like this reading and my other reading prior was not saying much. I dont think I will get a top up till November.
