Thanks for sharing what you can remember. I am suspect of all psychics, and yet also working very hard to break my addiction to them, a tricky place to be for sure. Have you read either book by Natalie Lue or posts from baggagereclaim.com? I can't tell you how much it's helping me right now and trust me, I've tried a lot of things to try to break this cycle. Especially the book The Dreamer and the Fantasy Relationship - am identifying so much with what I've been going through - if you haven't checked it out, please take a look.
Abrielle has gotten some very solid predictions correct for me so I don't have the experience of her being a fake and actually I always ask her to tell me what she's getting before I tell her anything - I do this with all psychics actually and that's when I can usually tell very quickly whether they are tapped in to me or we have a good connection. With Abrielle, what comes through is basically always spot on for me. Yes, she probably could remember or refer to notes with me but she knows without prompting from me when things have changed, what the major themes are - even if they are new and not what we usually discuss, etc. She's picked up on so much and referred to very specific things that have happened or do happen so my experience with her has been overall positive.
Moreover, both Abrielle and Kelli have given me very solid guidance in terms of helping me to recover my self respect and change my dynamics for the better. I do really value that and for some reason, I haven't gotten that through traditional counseling, self help, etc. Their predictions have also both been generally accurate for me and when things are not coming through as predicted, I really feel that it's because I'm holding on to it too firmly and clinging to needing something to happen, which feels like my own desperate energy messing things up for me. So when it comes to things that aren't as charged or that I'm not as emotionally invested in, their predictions are typically and sometimes freakishly accurate.
Kelli is the one and only CP reader that's told me that I'm spending too much money on psychics - she said that having a birthday and new years reading are beneficial for most people and that should be it. That said, of course, she still takes my calls - but I find this philosophy to have the most integrity. I have used local readers and they won't read for anyone more often than every 6 months.
Do I think that these psychics have been feeding me fairy tales? I'm actually coming to understand that I'm doing that to myself and they are just my very expensive props.
Outside of Kelli and Abrielle, the other psychics I've used a lot on CP include Jacqueline, Dezi, Winter, Raissa, Daphne and recently, two times, Pilar (and while I'm rolling my own eyes when I say this, she actually has really nailed something that's happened recently with a lot of specificity). They all have their strong suits, they've all helped me a lot, they have all also gotten plenty of things wrong too. I just think it's all a mixed bag because we're essentially abusing ourselves. I'll still give a summary of these readers and how they've positively (mostly) impacted my life - hope to get to that soon.
