Thank you so much for your support.
Luckystar and Marybell, although NSJ's reading was negative about the outcome with my SM, Julie was very positive about me meeting someone new. She said it won't be a guy I will meet in a month or like that but I will meet a new guy with whom I can be in a relationship after meeting and dating with 2 or 3 guys :-) Gosh, not sure how many dates I have to go through but actually that made me calm and happy thinking that I have a better future and I can see the light at the end of the painful and long tunnel. Also, I'm so amazed by the power of time. Time can heal anything :-)
Decibel, I really don't have an answer to that question. But, what I know is that I won't repeat the same mistake as I made with my "SM" earlier this year. Even if he comes back, if he is still in a similar situation, that would be the sign I should move on. Also, the most important thing to me right now is that I feel like I can open my heart to someone else. This is a huge step for me and both NSJ and SL told me that they are so proud of me :-)
SB, when I just broke up with my SM, Cookie described how we broke up and what would happen which was very negative. She didn't see me in any committed relationship for the entire year of 2013! I haven't talked to her for more than 2 months now and won't read with her for a while until something new happens. I know I am a big fan of Cookie but once she sees something, unless something else happens, she keeps seeing the same thing again and telling me the same thing. So, I don't feel I need a new reading for a while.
But, none of my favorite readers was able to see this blow up with my SM and sudden break up until it actually happened. Because I was such a good place with him even right before our break up, all my readers said that we will be permanent. Then, when I called them, they said that I changed everything because of my "free will."
Well, I don't think our break up is entirely due to my free will and more I think about it, if readers are that good, they should have seen it coming. In any event, it is not that far from the end of this year, so I should be able to confirm who is right and will definitely let you know. Have a wonderful evening. DCT